Do you ever have a day or days when you just feel like you’re in a haze?
You regret the things you’ve said.. getting down on yourself.. nothing seems to make much sense.. thoughts are jumbled.. all a mess. Is it hormones? State of being? Thoughts? Reality? Deceptive feeling?
Moments when I want to simply disappear. Confusion. Apathy. Nothingness. Sickness. Illness. Boredom. Purpose.
Training. Waiting…. Anticipating.
Trusting.
Thinking.
Praying.
Sleeping. Reading. Eating.
Spinning endlessly in this cycle of Living.
Where is the pause button? Where is the Stop?
Who is whirling – me, or the world around me?
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